I’m not going to die this season of “Survivors” but I am sad I’m finally done.
It’s the first time since last year’s season that I’ve had to leave.
My first two seasons were rough, too.
I’ve missed out on my chance to win it all, but I’m proud of the fact that I finally made it out of the first round.
It was a difficult time.
I made a lot of enemies, lost my best friends and family, and spent a lot on a couple of expensive vacation packages.
I think I was a little too optimistic.
I was trying to live for the moment when everyone else was going to get away.
And the game didn’t go the way I wanted it to.
I started to feel a little bit sick.
I didn’t feel good, so I went home and ate something to try to get myself back on track.
Then I had a panic attack and went back to the beach, where I had the stomach bug for the next few days.
I had to go back to work.
I thought I had made a mistake and that I should be working from home.
But after a few weeks, I felt like I could handle it.
And then it hit me that I wasn’t alone in the world.
Every day was like a new challenge.
I could barely hold a conversation with anyone and didn’t get a chance to play a few rounds.
When I had my second panic attack, I thought, If I’m going to be so miserable this time, I need to get better.
That’s when I decided to go to the doctor.
I wanted to take some time off and get the virus out of my system so that I could focus on my recovery.
And that’s when everything came together.
I finally had a chance at redemption.
I got the virus and was able to take it off my body.
But the real journey was ahead.
After I had gone home, I was able, after three weeks, to walk out of a hotel room in my home town of Portland, Oregon.
I came out on the streets and got a job and then moved to a small town called Oceanside, a little more than an hour away.
I couldn’t wait to start working again.
But that wasn’t the end of it.
In September, I went back home and went into a detox program and began taking medication again.
I knew I was ready to go.
But it wasn’t until November that I started getting some real good news.
The doctor told me that it would take at least another six weeks to get my body back to full strength.
It wasn’t going to happen overnight, but it was better than being a shell of a person who had lost everything.
When my first day back at work was over, I made it to work at 7 a.m. and took my boss’ car home.
I went to bed early, went to work and got my first break of the day.
It took me less than an entire week to start getting my head and body back on the same page.
I decided that if I was going into this game with anything to lose, I had better get out before I was done.
I would make it through the first week of the season, so that if things went south, I could be ready to take the next round.
Then, when the second round started, I got my third and final panic attack.
But, despite having a really good week of treatment, I still felt sick.
When the fourth round started I realized that my stomach virus had returned.
And so did my body, and it was the last time I would be able to play the game.
I left work, went home, and got on the plane to Oceansite, where my mom and I had moved.
I put on a new mask and took a bus to the airport.
But as soon as I got off the plane, I began to feel better.
I remember getting back on my feet and walking into my office.
I saw that my mother had just started the process of getting the virus checked out.
She said, “Thank you, doctor.
You made me a better person.”
I said, Thank you for all that you did.
I know now that I am not a bad person.
I am a great person, and that was a big relief.
But I wasn.
I just needed to get out of this hospital.
I still didn’t know what the hell was going on.
I asked my mom if she knew where she was going, and she said, No, she doesn’t.
I told her that I needed to go home and get myself tested.
I walked into my house and grabbed my mom’s purse and took her to a nearby hospital.
My mom didn’t want me to leave, but she knew that I couldn- she was terrified. I stayed